How to cross the Jordan river

Guys, as you know, I have intended to hop jobs for my parent sake. Initially, I balked at this idea, but eventually, I've realized it is my destiny to take care of them when they're old, even though in the era of gender equality.

Ok, let's not talk about this. Now, I having a problem. Chances are someone are coming in to replace me perhaps in 1 month time. If OSK did not bring me in, then I should venture in a business of my own. Sime Darby wants to exit from calibration industry, and they wants to dispose this division. I planned to 'turnover' ala Idris Jala & Carlos Ghosn style, but I need God's blessing on my side. In order to do that, I need happiness. I've realised that I need happiness. I need happiness to perform well in what I'm doing. But how am I going to be happy!?

That's why this is compared to crossing the Jordan. Like Joshua son of Nun, who conquered the valley, East of Jordan river, they need to cross the Jordan and take the city of Jericho, a walled city. Since they have no siege equipment, logically, they were crazy. But, with God's blessing, they conquered the city, that shows the power of God.

The power of baptism

I was happy with the fact that I'm baptised last year. However, I've sinned against the Lord and I get a sharp rebuke for this sin. I never felt that condemned & I just feel real bad for God. I hope no one will repeat my mistake.